| Well, here I am again. My hobby for the past ten years-fillin out profiles. I'm strugglin' with duality....trying to stay married and live part of the gay social life. I've been OUT to my wife and family now for several years. It seems to create more monitoring of my activities than if I was merely on the 'downlow'. Since my retirement I opened a support chapter for bi/gay married men BMMG in Worcester Ma. Here most husbands are closeted to such a degree that they can't get out for a few hours a month to attend a meeting. Their wives, unlike mine are non-supportive (usually ending the marriage). My wife and I have compromised greatly since my OUTING ( I just can't have sex at home). I've raced around all the New England states since because of keeping my promise. Before I get into an auto pileup, I'm looking for lots of safe physical contact/& oral and more of a CLR with you if you have a place nearby. I'm in the triangle of Ma./Ct./R.I. intersecting. |